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What will it truly feel like to die?

Will I stop feeling this emptiness in my soul?

What will it mean to feel at peace?

Will I someday no longer feel this pain?

I'm tired of this pain.

Please end my suffering.

I'd beg for just one day not to be anymore.

I can't stand this anymore, but do I have to keep going?

Why have the roses around me died?

Why am I the only one who keeps suffering?

In paradise, will I stop feeling this shit in my heart?

What will become of me if I don't wake up again?