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In my death

In my soul

I feel an eternal pain

In my last moment

In my last breath

I feel the flowers die

On my deathbed

In my last tear

I am far away from the world

In my despicable being

In my unstable self

I see hatred live

In my drowning vision

My throat cut

I only wait to die

Roses bleeding

And a garden snowing

There I would like to leave

I just want to die

I just want to die

I want to stop suffering

I just want to leave

Leave my wounds as they are

Leave my dreams unfinished

Stop feeling my pain

In my death

In my soul

I feel an eternal pain

In my last moment

In my last memory

I feel my abandonment die

On my deathbed

In my last tear

I am far away from you

My despicable being

My unstable self

That doesn't let me be happy

In my drowning vision

My wrists cut

I see the blood run

Roses bleeding

And a distant castle

There I would like to live.

I just want to die

I want to stop suffering

I just want to leave

Leave my wounds as they are

Leave my dreams unfinished

Stop feeling my pain