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I never wanted all that I lived

I never asked for the betrayal I suffered

I never thought I'd feel so much

But that was enough to make me feel dead

I didn't understand what was happening

I didn't understand my clouded mind

I didn't understand the pain my existence caused

I didn't understand the meaning of my wounds

I don't want this

I don't need this

I hate you

I hate them

I hate this

I hate all of this