like a steed in knee deep mud a sewer rat in the trap a hare in a snake's embrace a firefly in a spiders web I am caught the urge to escape, it blazes inside the apathy makes me feel ready to die like a gnu in lion's claws an eagle in crosshairs a whale on the sunny beach a deer in the headlights I am fucking doomed the urge to escape, it blazes inside the apathy makes me feel ready to die shall I explode is it worth for this miserable life shall I give up just let this end and release my mind like an ant on the pond a moth in the light a sparrow over the ocean a newborn in the wild the urge to escape, it blazes inside the apathy makes me feel ready to die I am lost