Holy shit In my heart of hearts I think I know it’s just a matter of time Before I take my leave of this desolate place For horizons that I simply cannot divine And as My time slips away I can Still feel your presence Evenfall Be still, my heart Sometimes I like to wander the long night To stand and stare at the moonlight And ask myself these haunting questions If I’d tried to understand you Even half as well As I’ve come to understand myself Maybe things would be different Maybe you’d still be here But I can’t reach through to you Maybe you’d still be here And maybe I’d still be here too But I’ve lost too much Chasing after you I’m taking it back Set me free Let me walk into the sea You’re everything I’ll never be I think I should be on my way tonight In time, we’ll see Give me strength Give me all that I can take I swear my craven heart won’t break Just hold me till the sun goes down Don’t you dare let go of me I pray the wind Carries me far away To where relentless cold Grips the earth’s arteries To where the cliff face whispers With the secrets of another world That’s long since passed away Be still, my heart Refine my aperture Show me what you see Show me A face reflected in your eyes That I don’t recognize as mine Interrupt to end my sentence Words I’d never speak in my life Introspection breeds seclusion Isolation, slow decline Self-aware / self-flagellation Don’t you fucking touch me I’d rather die You wanna use me up? Well baby, now that’s just my luck I’ve been searching for a crumb of peace And I’ve found it Want me to throw it away? I’m sick of making myself your sidekick Giving it all, getting nothing back And still feeling indebted I said I’ve felt this burning in my chest Since 1993, and God damn it, I meant it I made a promise to myself I’d only Settle for a good death, and fucking I’ve kept it ‘Cause it’s the year of our lord, 2026 No pussy shit, girl, you’re fucking not dead yet You’d better take this life for all it’s worth There’s no time for regret Save that shit for your deathbed We can no longer afford To hold what doesn’t serve us We can no longer afford To live without a sense of purpose If it depletes you, leave it ‘Cause there is nothing else there I don’t know what I’m searching for But I pray I’ll find it elsewhere Turn the page, enough No time to turn around You’ve shown me grace and love You’ve never let me down But my time has come It’s always running out And I can’t wait Take my hand in yours And press it to your lips Look in my eyes once more There’s a face I won’t forget And through the open door My first unwavering step ‘Cause I can’t wait Set me free Let me walk into the sea You’re everything I’ll never be I think I should be on my way tonight In time, we’ll see Give me strength Give me all that I can take I swear my craven heart won’t break I’ll finally start my life Don’t you dare let go of me In time, we’ll see just What this chase holds for me ‘Cause this place has only Been a disappointment And my friends don’t know me And I’m scared, but I can’t wait To finally start my life today Set me free We’ll see what this chase holds for me This place was a disappointment And I’m scared, but can’t wait To finally start my life today Set me free