---

Forever trying to foresee

In which future I will not die

Evading fates which intertwine

To determine the path enshrined

Invert this travesty and vomit forth an endless stream of vitriolic prophecy unfolding

I stared into a wheel of fire

A halo encapsulating the blackest oviod

The ends of the universe folded back upon themselves, I see my reflection fractal and endless

Each breathe I take an eon, each moment lives and dies, a thousand different worlds where choice determines life and times, but every single fucking path leads to the very same. A death, a rebirth, A consciousness.

An infinite orbit. Trapped within a black egg

And so I'll crush this shell

To end the wretched pain

Of watching everything I love wither and die away

Make sure to tell my wife

Of where my body lies

So she can excavate the grave and invoke permanent demise

Infinite potentials, waves of unbirthed possibilites, vectors culminate within an endless sea

All of it is not worth a second of the time it was to feel that close to thee

Release the arrow at the "I"

Pierce the fragile husk

Embrace the winding serpent's path

Within a black egg

Ride excitement upon fear

Become something more

An endless crushing dharmic wheel

Within a black egg

Learn to redirect the ray

And let the flesh all fall away